[Intro] C Em D.. C I have this paralyzing fear Em that I'll maybe go nowhere D but God forbid me ever admitting D I could be scared C and I can't stand my friends right now Em we got nothing in common D but being lonely's worse D than just having friends that don't care C you said it looks like Em I've been going through hell.. D how did you know ? D how could you tell? C Em D ask me to explain myself, well.. [Chorus] C I'm trying my best here Em to be brutally honest D nobody said changing D would be this exhausting C a foot on the break Em 'cause it's been making me carsick.. D how could you blame me ? D growing up is chaotic C don't wanna say it but Em I really think that I miss him D it might seem stupid but D I still look through all of our texts.. C who knew that wanting someonе Em could ever make mе this desperate D don't think I'll do that again.. no.. C you said it looks like Em I've been going through hell.. D how did you know? D how could you tell? C Em D ask me to explain myself, well.. [Chorus] C I'm trying my best here Em to be brutally honest D nobody said changing D would be this exhausting C a foot on the break Em 'cause it's been making me carsick.. D how could you blame me ? D growing up is chaotic Am and maybe I'm just blowing C all this shit up in my head Em but I can't help it, G no, I can't help it Am fooling myself thinking C that I'll never love again Em God damn I felt it, G I really felt it Am maybe I'm just blowing C all this shit up in my head Em but I can't help it, G no, I can't help it Am spending too much time C on things I know that I'll forget.. Em D but damn I felt it.. [Chorus] C I'm trying my best here Em to be brutally honest D nobody said changing D would be this exhausting C a foot on the break Em 'cause it's been making me carsick.. D how could you blame me ?